Sunday, April 12, 2009

March 31st

March 30th

March 29th




still sick... and going to Stephs b'day party last night didn't help

March 28th




Faking it really well...if you look deep in my eyes you can see I am not 100% Had to at least show up at the party Happy Birthday Stephanie

March 27th




They kicked me out the office today.... I missed the Fiscal Year End Wrap Up Party... heard Truxtons has bomb Sliders

March 26th

March 25th

March 24th

March 23rd

March 22nd

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March 20th

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As always Melane you hooked your girls' hair up.... MELC4hair@sbcglobal.net Celebrity Stylist @ 310-895-4237

March 13th

March 12th



Sassy determine to lay under my chin

Thursday, April 9, 2009

March 11th



Fire Drill ... this sucks walking down 8 flights of stairs....

March 10th

March 9th



First day back to work after 2 weeks. Decided to use the drawing of me instead of an actual picture (thanks Alex for the photo)



My welcome back sign.... Thanks Lisa

March 8th



Ready for bed tomorrow is my first day back to work after 2 weeks.

March 7th



That dam Marley I mean Dusty... trying to steal kisses....

Marcg 6th

March 5th



Peep how I am camouflaging the eye

March 4th

March 3rd

Day 62



Still off work recovering from my eye surgery

March 2nd

Day 61



Me with Da Dog Diva Sassy

March 1st

Ok so its been along time since I have posted the pics. I have been collecting the pics but havent really had the time to get on and post them so these for the most part will be just the pics some will have comments but none for March will have the Gemini for the day as you cant get them the next month. Thanks for the understanding.



Me with Dusty (this is the Schnauzer version of Marley)

Sunday, March 1, 2009

February 28th

Day 59

Happy 13th B'day to my Big Guy aka Pooh Daddy.... Mr. Tyren Juwan Young

Didn't get to do anything special today with my son because of surgery... had to postpone his party @ Dave and Busters til the end of the Month. He spent the day with his dad so I didnt even get to do my daily pic with him for my blog....



Didn't do anything as usual hung out with Dusty, Sassy and Lilo.



His favorite chocolate chip cookie from World of Cookies.... Thanks so much Keith

Gemini

There are plenty of positive energies available today that will help make you feel uplifted and give you great confidence in yourself. Whatever you attempt to accomplish for yourself now will have great success. You may discover the impossibilities of trying to please everyone. You will quickly learn to balance this out, or you will discover that there is no peace in compromise--and this can be tough on close relationships. You, however, could come up with new solutions. You can demonstrate great understanding and sensitivity to the needs of others just now and are in a good position to communicate concerning groups and society in general. This is a great time for romance. Lady Luck is with you in some personal endeavor this evening.

February 27th

Day 58

Let me start with in 24 hrs I will be a mother of a TEENAGER.... lawd grant me the strength to be patient and not kill him as he test the waters on becoming the man I want for him to be.

Today I can open my eye on its own. The gas bubble is still there so I still cant do much but keep my head down and trust me my mom and sister is making sure that I do that...





Gemini

Even though this is a work day, your mind may be on finding that right person for your life-style. You will manage to get many things accomplished, even though you may be thinking about how to meet or enhance a love relationship. Your sense of humor is top class and any problems today will be met with a bit of your own humor. You are intelligent and sensitive and full of light and laughter as you move through your work day. This afternoon you tend to move more toward community involvement or politics in your neighborhood. The energies surrounding change and improvement and introducing new ideas is just what you like, so to speak. You can usually make a positive difference in your surroundings--whether you are in charge or not.

February 26th

Day 57

No changes... swelling going down a little... numbness gone... feeling pain around the socket of my eye...



keeping my head down as instructed.... dam shame u can still see the swelling of my eye...

Gemini

You might feel a bit rudderless today in the working world. You are either in a new job, learning new equipment or you are in some other situation that would cause delays. You need to appear in control. While you are waiting for instructions, guidance or the friendly repair person . . . get on the phone and ask if you can help a co-worker or, make lists. Believe it or not--today is a day you inspire others. Real estate interests you at this time. You could be studying so that you can obtain a real estate license, or you are interested in how to make money with real estate. You may be surprised at how many people watch your actions and follow in your footsteps. Be wise in your choices this evening--as you visit with friends, you could be tempted to over-indulge.

February 25th

Day 56

Eye area is still numb still no pain in that area.... Eye is still swollen. Gas bubble still present.





Gemini

It is important during this time to effectively communicate your ideas to co-workers and those who work around you. Your creative intellect and communication skills are enhanced. You may feel a renewed interest in art, literature and nature. Your eloquence today will enhance your influence over others. Before the day is over, however, you may feel you need a vacation from people in general. Somehow you just cannot stomach having to deal with people, being on display, or putting up a front. You would be far more comfortable at home, surrounded by family and loved ones, where you can just be yourself. If possible, relax alone this evening to refurbish your energies. You need the rest and relaxation--perhaps a few fragrant candles will help

February 24th

Day 55

Ok so this pics I cant decide if I look like Oprah in the Color Purple or Quasimodo from the Hunchback of Notre Dame... either way I look a hot fricken mess....

My follow up today went excellent. One of the things that Dr Rosen told me on Sunday was that it was possible that I wouldn't have vision in my left eye for about 6 months. They removed the bandages and I danced a jig on the inside when I could see the nurse wiggly his hands and and everything.....

Dr Rosen said that I was one of his best cases.... he said it looked like I wouldnt need a second surgery.... (please keep the prayers coming cause I dont want to do this again)



leaving from my follow up with Dr Rosen....




later that same day... you cant see the pillow, but keeping my head down... but I guess I am not following directions cause I lifted my head to take this pic.... At least I have a Smile on my face.... Area around eye is still numb so I dont feel any pain yet.

Gemini

You may find yourself serving to guide someone younger than you in matters of importance. There are favorable aspects for financial dealings. Later today you tend to involve yourself in cozy, instructive conversations with friends and especially loved ones. You will have a heightened appreciation of art, nature and music. You may feel that you are walking through a romantic fog, sensitizing your need to be surrounded by beauty. If possible this evening, find a pleasant spot in the country or gaze at a spectacular view from a hill, perhaps with your sweetheart. Your awareness of the needs of a loved one may become more acute. You may feel you finally have found a kindred spirit. Flow with it--and be thankful.

February 23rd

Day 54

Went in at 130 to see Dr Rosen... ok I have to put my cousin Steph on blast.... Let me thank her first for taking me to the hospital for my surgery, however lol.... Did you have to let me walk into the wall.... I still love you....

Ok today I am having the same surgery that Amare Stoudamire with the Phoenix Suns had done.

It's called the Sclera Buckle Surgery, now what is that you might ask?

Scleral buckling surgery is the most common way to treat retinal detachment. It is a method of closing breaks and flattening the retina. See an illustration of a detached retina.

A scleral buckle is a piece of silicone sponge, rubber, or semi-hard plastic that your eye doctor (ophthalmologist) places on the outside of the eye (the sclera, or the white of the eye). The material is sewn to the eye to keep it in place. The buckling element is usually left in place permanently.

The element pushes in, or "buckles," the sclera toward the middle of the eye. This buckling effect on the sclera relieves the pull (traction) on the retina, allowing the retinal tear to settle against the wall of the eye. The buckle effect may cover only the area behind the detachment, or it may encircle the eyeball like a ring. See an illustration of a scleral buckle in place.

By itself, the buckle does not prevent a retinal break from opening again. Usually extreme cold (cryopexy) or less commonly, heat (diathermy) or light (laser photocoagulation) is used to scar the retina and hold it in place until a seal forms between the retina and the layer beneath it. The seal holds the layers of the eye together and keeps fluid from getting between them.

Sometimes your eye doctor may inject a gas bubble into your eye to flatten the retina. He or she may also drain the fluid under the detached retina through a tiny hole in the sclera. If there is only a small amount of fluid, draining it may not be needed. The retina will pump it out.




After the surgery.... I couldn't tell you anything pass the doctor rolling me into OR... the anesthia must have worked instantly because it was like 4 when I went in and it was like 1030 when they finally got me to wake up. My mom said the Dr came to her about 720pm saying it was a success so the other 3 hrs I must have been dog tired cause I could hear the nurse calling my name but I couldnt or should I say would not open my eyes.

I had to sleep sitting up holding my head down.... this is the worst part is now I have to become acquainted with the grown....until the gas bubble is gone from my eye.

Just note I will be blogging about my recovery during my photo journal and the pics are not pretty...

Gemini

You should expend great zest in money-making efforts now. This is a time when you enjoy good relations with family members and the financial position may improve because of your association with a relative or friend; perhaps a bet will pay. This is a feel-good day! Friendships are a source of great pleasure and you, in turn, should be quite popular. This harmony is very useful in easing past tensions in a relationship or in concluding some long-term business matter. The time is ripe for a sudden and unexpected change in the normal routine of family life. You could be planning a move. Perhaps it is a long trip. A common interest in spiritual and mystical values among family members may occur at this time. Enjoy getting to know a family member.

February 22nd

Day 53

Ok woke up today still in the same condition as yesterday...

took Tyren to his basketball game, they lost... but they played hard....

Then off to Kaiser....

I have a Detached Retina....A what? Exactly thats what I said...

A retinal detachment occurs when the retina is pulled away from its normal position in the back of the eye. The retina sends visual images to the brain through the optic nerve. When detachment occurs, vision is blurred. A detached retina is a very serious problem that almost always causes blindness unless it is treated.

The retina normally lies smoothly and firmly against the inside back wall of the eyeball and functions much like the film in the back of a camera. Millions of light-sensitive retinal cells receive optical images, instantly "develop" them, and send them on to the brain to be seen. If any part of the retina is lifted or pulled from its normal position, it is considered detached and will cause some vision loss.

The vitreous is the clear collagen gel that fills the back of the eye between the retina and the lens. As we get older the vitreous may pull away from its attachment to the retina at the back of the eye. Usually the vitreous separates from the retina without causing a problem. But sometimes the vitreous pulls hard enough to tear the retina in one or more places. Fluid may pass through the retinal tear and lift the retina off the back of the eye like wallpaper can peel off a wall.

Retinal detachment can occur at any age, but it is more common in midlife and later. Conditions that can increase the chance of a retinal detachment include nearsightedness; previous cataract surgery; glaucoma; severe trauma; previous retinal detachment in your other eye; family history of retinal detachment; or weak areas in your retina that can be seen by your ophthalmologist.

Symptoms

Floaters
Gray curtain or veil moving across your field of vision

The symptoms described above may not necessarily mean that you have a detached retina. However, if you experience one or more of these symptoms, contact your eye doctor for a complete exam.

(I saw the floaters they look like little bugs (gnats) but had no idea. The Dr told me had I come in I could have prevented surgery)



This is me waiting to be seen in the Urgent Care at Kaiser...



This is after I saw Dr Rosen... prepping me for my emergency eye surgery tmrw.

Gemini

This is a good time to use the home as a vehicle for entertaining family members and friends. A common interest in spiritual and mystical values among family members may occur at this time. Relations with friends are strong and carefree. Everything points to your taking the initiative today and setting rules for young people now may be part of the action you will take. Your attitude with young people is more of a friendship relationship than guide or teacher. However, young people need to know where their limitations are so you are wise to set up rules, expectations, standards, rewards and punishment. They will appreciate it even if you feel a little awkward promoting these things. You will feel a sense of support for your efforts.

February 21st

Day 32

Today Tyren schools basketball team participated in a basketball tourney... They actually won there first game today....

Today something strange is going on with my left eye. All day long I thought something was on my glasses but no matter how much I wiped my glasses and could see nothing was there when I put the glasses onmy eyes... there was still some type of dark shadow there.

Later on when I covered my hands over my eyes... when I covered the left eye I could see clearly (with glasses on of course)but when I did the same with the right the top half of my left was brown and the lower half was clear. I tried everything not knowing what was going on... drops, washing eye out ... NOTHING....




as you see I forgot to take a pic again lol... all wrapped up and ready for bed lol...

Gemini

You will enjoy being around people today but the rapport between you and your loved one is especially strong. Now is the time to ask that special favor from someone if you were too shy to ask before. Just be sincere, they will understand. If you are unattached, you could be viewing the opposite sex with renewed interest. This may be a time that you have chosen to help a family member by watching their pets or kids. You could find yourself actually enjoying the games that young people can invent. You enjoy good relations with family members. Friends and family relationships are strong and carefree during this time. Also, love is in full bloom and it's a good time to fully demonstrate the depth of affections to a special loved one.

February 20th

day 51

Class day... 2 sessions left for this class which I believe I should do good and then the next class FINANCE 5880 CORPORATE FINANCE starts March 20th I hate it is also on a dam Friday.

My new CRACKBERRY has arrived... I know i just got the red curve just 2 months ago... but I cant help it... I like to have the newest phone... and that would now be the 8900 under TMobile cause I was feenin for that Storm...







Gemini

Events and circumstances today may conspire to block your sense of freedom. Someone challenges your ideas. It may not be easy to find suitable solutions to problems just now. You are wise to leave the discussion on the table for another time as with further investigation, someone could change their thinking. There is the successful culmination of an ambitious project this afternoon. If new projects present themselves; plot your course and do not act on the process until next week's work continues. When you come into work next week, you will have a plan. Volunteering your services to a friend this afternoon can be most rewarding. Also, love is in full bloom, it is a good time to fully demonstrate the depth of affection to loved ones.

February 19th

Day 50

Another productive day at the office.... Worked til 9 once again... was going to stay a little longer but I still had to do this weeks homework for class so came on home.




Doing my homework with Rachel via internet... the internet is such a wonderful tool.

Gemini

You may realize a successful culmination of an ambitious project today. There is also a possibility that someone will pay you back for an old debt. Competitiveness is the key word for today. You may have an urge to push for changes in the work place--perhaps new equipment or new advertisement ideas. It is time to plot your course. Life should seem richer, more satisfying and more fun now because you feel a special bond with your friends and loved ones. Go out on a date with your special someone or invite your friends over for the evening. You will make them all feel good. You may be sought after for your advice and council regarding very personal and emotional issues. You are able to cut through the red tape and get at what is beneath and behind.

February 18th

Day 49

It's HUMP DAY....
Song: Brand New by Keyshia Cole

that means the week is almost over..... Worked again tonight til 9p, We got along way to go and a short time to get there... I think thats Kenny Rogers from the Gambler lol...



About to leave for the office....

Gemini

Today you may want to focus on the higher aspects of life--the big picture--pesky details are a waste of time. You may be drawn to the study of religion, philosophy or psychology. Just remember not to pontificate to others, or give the impression that you know all the answers--you may not realize the urge is present; it is the quickest way to lose converts. You may however, find that someone wants to join you in your search for the meaning of life; so-to-speak. You may also find this a pleasant day of optimism. You enjoy good relations with family members and the relationships just keep getting better. Your financial position may improve because of your association with a relative. You have an opportunity to take part in some fun activities tonight.

February 17th

Day 48

Today was a productive day. We have 2 weeks left before we start our year end close (cant wait to see what those pics look like lol)

Legs are still soar.... where is the epson salt when you need it...




Gemini

Confidence reigns today. Others will follow your lead in any group effort. Your energy is high--perfect for getting some exercise or chopping that cord of wood. Just make sure that any new projects are short-term. There is no sign of any romantic changes for now, with practical concerns taking precedence over relationships. This is a time of much energy and drive, perfect for starting something out or taking care of business--very physical too. You may have an urge to push for changes in the work place--perhaps new equipment or new advertisement ideas. This afternoon would be a good time to fall into some form of art project. Animals need attention as well. You may find yourself taking care of someone else's animal this afternoon.

February 16th

Day 47

Today is Monday....

Presidents Day... No work and No school...

It rained most of the day, so pretty much relaxed. Legs are soar like I just ran a 26 mile marathon....



All wrapped up and ready for bed....

Gemini

There is a surge of intellectual energy. This can help you accomplish a great deal. Do not let competition draw you into any debates, unless the outcome is very important in protecting your integrity. Use restraint. This could be a useful time to reflect on exactly what principles are important to you. You should take note not to be accommodating to superiors, but enthusiastic to complete a job well done. You are apt to enjoy considerable success at work now. You have a sense of togetherness with close friends and relatives this afternoon. Interacting with old chums is easy and extremely pleasant. However, this is not the best time to make new friends. If you make the effort, you can be of tremendous emotional help to an old friend today.